Greendaylvr311

I just returned from a trip to London and Wales, which was wonderful.  I really want to study in London, I loved it so much, and I miss it a lot.  The plane ride was pretty terrible though, but I could sit through it a few more times.

As of late: _I've literally worried myself sick to the point of vomiting on several occations in the past two days. _I get things done, but I don't feel productive. _My advanced comp teacher eats up my writing like fucking candy and I get all A's, but I'm not improving.  I hate everything I write.  For the first time in my life, I want to get a lower grade. _I'm stuck in a creative rut. Basically, I can't take pictures, I can't write, and I can't draw.  I can't take pictures because I don't have an eye for it, I can't write because it disgusts me when people say they like my stories, and I can't draw because I don't have the skill for it

I've been looking at all my old photos and picking them apart.  They aren't terrible...they just aren't good.  I want to fix a lot of them, but for the sake of history I don't know if I should edit? Resubmit?  Scrap everything and start completely over?  My old pictures are dissappointing, but my new ones are only sub-par.  I'm frustrated.